is working.
I really hate it. I think you have to have monumental reasons, in life, to actually do any work. Let alone to work. And doing "some work" or "any work" is totally different to "working".
I hate working. I hate it. If I was a smurf right now, I'd be the one who hates things, and I'd hate working today. Perhaps youngsters under say 30 have a 4% probability of having a good enough reason to 'work' outside of inner cities where poverty drives them to early parenthood.
Work is even more rubbish to face when you've spent even just 10 minutes on a forum or facebook or anywhere that is, by contrast, ridiculously interesting. I must retreat into a world of... well, my world. My work. The work. I just want to make art and have some fun, but no. We give ourselves a choice, to choose total irresponsibility or not, we spend our youth learning how to choose irresponsibility and then, when it matters, when it can mean "forever"... what do we do? We crave responsibility. Mad mad lemmings. And make the films which sell, where the stars are all irresponsible. Nightmare. This is the fault of the advertising industry and we are the actual cogs, us humans here in this place, the cogs in the wheels of the neo-advertising industry. We're "the s***", but we're also in it, up to our necks, because it all happens here, all the containment of human will! We make it. We tell them what to buy and when and why.
We're misfits in the shadows and we preach a world of perfect curves and lines, we're brainy overzealous antisocial giants, and we put out templates of stupidity, apathy, mass-synchronized behaviour and tiny-mindedness to THEM so that we get paid, and we're controlled too... cogs, in a bigger organism, the brain of the modern propagation industry, where most people's money flows in and out on command and you can BUY people to buy what you sell, night and day, across the globe, in all languages, like some horrific new evolution on stock market trading - you can buy consumer behaviour, as a company, an investor, probably somehow even as a consumer. I'll send a cheque for 2 cents to tycoontalk asap.
sh*te, i have to work now, i was sitting here re-reading this and one thought was blaring in my mind like an air raid siren, going
"do some work" - actually it was way more explicit, but this forum has midwestern cuss laws
